You Can't Have it All
But you can have autumn leaves
falling over you in a rainbow of
red, brown, orange, and gold like
a spring shower. You can have
grandmother's flan and fresh
mangoes from Puerto Rican trees
after two years
of waiting.
Endless roadtrips on old highways
with the family, while listening
to the steady rythym of rain
pounding on the windows.
You can have your brother
pass out from exhaustion
on your lap like a mom and her young child.
You can have your sister's sarcasm
making everyone laugh and smile
even on a dark cloudy day.
You can have home-made pie
made to surprise the ones you love
as if it were Christmas morning.
You can have the familiar feeling
when lying in your own bed
after staying at a hotel for many days.
You can have the fingerpainting
days with your brother,
where you try to make something nice but
then get carried away.
You can have the view
from a tall oak tree that
you climbed like getting a
trophy for all your hardwork.
You can have a hug
from everyone of your friends when you
first see them at school.
You can have a fullmoon
over the beach on a dark night
guiding you to the warm water
of the ocean.
You can have your friends
call you elf and shorty and bitsize,
a name that annoys you
but also shows you
that you have a place that you belong in.
You can have nightmares
that wake you up
right on time, when
your alarm clock failed to do so.
You can have
new places to explore everyday,
sometimes with friends
sometimes with family.
You can have a rose
that magically appears outside of
your door
written in slick, black ink
-Dad
Ater he leaves for a buisness trip.
You can have your closest friend
talk to you on facebook
and laugh together before he has to go, but
you can't ever see him again.
You can have your dad show
you some constellations
in the night sky
but you can't reach the stars.
You can have pictures,
and memories of past times
with friends and family by an old
brickhouse in Tennessee,
but they are only memories.
You can have a beautiful
painted canvas that everyone
congratulates you on,
but you know it will never
be perfect in your eyes.
You can have a dandilion each day
closing your eyes and making a wish.
You can have the hope
of a wish, a dream, or a goal,
but you can't always have the sweet
taste of victory and accomplishment.